-You survived your illness-
The initial period of being showered with loving well wishes of support and care has passed, however your illness continues to have a constant presence in your life.
You have become withdrawn over time as your personality and energy levels have changed.
The heartache of what happened is still so raw and you feel unsupported while suffering this pain.
The period of recovery has been your safe place where the is no pressure, no expectation, just rest and recuperation where you felt intense well-being and peace, enjoying the basic things of life like a sunny day and cooling breeze.
The worst is supposedly over but you feel like you have a mountain to climb before you can happily re-engage with the outside world.